Much has been going on. Ang dami ko nang mga thoughts na gusto sanang i-blog pero hindi ko nagawa dahil nga busy. It's really hard, frustrating and, not to mention, sad to be caught up in this busy world.
My weekend wasn't really good except Friday night up to the wee hours of Saturday because that's the time na nasa anniversary party kami ng Phileos. Masaya naman 'yung party but the drinks were not good. Parang tubig lang. Wala man lang tama. Nahirapan tuloy ako to get myself in party mode. I sat there watching my orgmates and the other people dance the night away for like a couple of hours. Tumayo lang ako nung niyaya na ako ng isang sis ko to dance. I danced with my orgmates. It was FUN, I must say. I felt elated because we had a chance to bond and do things na hindi namin magagawa if we were not on that party. The party served as our excuse to get close (literally) to each other without anyone noticing (or so I thought). It was all dreamy when he was holding me. I hope it's not the last kahit na nagkaroon kami ng hindi pagkakaintindihan. Hay.. Sana maging ok na ang lahat.
Fast forward to Saturday night. It's 9pm at paalis pa lang ako ng LB going home. Tired and hungry because I haven't eaten dinner. Hindi ko nagustuhan how the day went by. Nasira mga plans ko because they woke me up and made me go to the games waaayyy earlier than what I have planned. Balak ko pa naman sanang gawin 'yung project ko. Hindi ko tuloy nagawa. Bad trip. Grr.. So yun na nga. Stressed out ako. 11pm na ako nakauwi. I had dinner tapos natulog na ako. The next day, iritable ako. Hindi ko alam if I should blame the hormones o ang mga di kanais-nais na mga pangyayari brought by my sister and my mom. Wala na talagang ginawang matino kapatid ko. Tapos tumawag pa si L expressing his annoyance while I was at church. Ang bigat nun para sakin. I can't get it out of my mind. Siguradong mahihirapan akong magconcentrate sa pag-aaral mamaya. May exam pa naman ako early in the morning. Good luck na lang sakin. I could almost hear the song "Bad Day" play on the background because of what had happened.
My weekend wasn't really good except Friday night up to the wee hours of Saturday because that's the time na nasa anniversary party kami ng Phileos. Masaya naman 'yung party but the drinks were not good. Parang tubig lang. Wala man lang tama. Nahirapan tuloy ako to get myself in party mode. I sat there watching my orgmates and the other people dance the night away for like a couple of hours. Tumayo lang ako nung niyaya na ako ng isang sis ko to dance. I danced with my orgmates. It was FUN, I must say. I felt elated because we had a chance to bond and do things na hindi namin magagawa if we were not on that party. The party served as our excuse to get close (literally) to each other without anyone noticing (or so I thought). It was all dreamy when he was holding me. I hope it's not the last kahit na nagkaroon kami ng hindi pagkakaintindihan. Hay.. Sana maging ok na ang lahat.
Fast forward to Saturday night. It's 9pm at paalis pa lang ako ng LB going home. Tired and hungry because I haven't eaten dinner. Hindi ko nagustuhan how the day went by. Nasira mga plans ko because they woke me up and made me go to the games waaayyy earlier than what I have planned. Balak ko pa naman sanang gawin 'yung project ko. Hindi ko tuloy nagawa. Bad trip. Grr.. So yun na nga. Stressed out ako. 11pm na ako nakauwi. I had dinner tapos natulog na ako. The next day, iritable ako. Hindi ko alam if I should blame the hormones o ang mga di kanais-nais na mga pangyayari brought by my sister and my mom. Wala na talagang ginawang matino kapatid ko. Tapos tumawag pa si L expressing his annoyance while I was at church. Ang bigat nun para sakin. I can't get it out of my mind. Siguradong mahihirapan akong magconcentrate sa pag-aaral mamaya. May exam pa naman ako early in the morning. Good luck na lang sakin. I could almost hear the song "Bad Day" play on the background because of what had happened.
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